Wednesday, June 29, 2005
so it's June 29th!our dear MS SARAH LEE LI LING'S SUPER SWEET 6TEEN!:D
the birthday girl/boy
and cause the birthday girl/boy's called sarah lee,we got her a sara lee cake!ahh,see,though the cake may be small and cheap,but it sure holds some meaning!(haha what crap)(:
ta-da! check out all the wax
headless celery cutting her miserably small-yet-meaningful cake!
bev,ally,bday girl/boy.jerene and me!(: ohh,just look at my bandaged dumb thumb
messy hair affair ,girlfriend was bored larh
haha,aww arent they cute?haha lydia took this i think
during literature class!we were missing someone!
school wasnt bad today!we ran 7 rounds for pe and woah,do i feel good man!havent been doing runs for a very very long time.-slaps tummy
took weight and hmm,i suspect the weighing machine's faulty big time!i was at a amazingly light weight larh?43.1? thought i would have become a 44 kg by now or something
oh wells,and yes!i have offically grown a total of 0.5 cm please!i am so happy!-claps hands
then literature class was rather slack cus mrs tan was on a verge of losing her voice so we ended up having to peer teach and amala was telling me bout the strange sick people she meets online!
haha then me and adeline rushed down to canteen when it was recess and ms lee happily made us wait for her larh? she took so long to get to the cake!oh wells,cake was nice anyway
haha: D
and ha!im beginning to enjoy learning chinese i tell you!what big news right
and yes!im gonna ace chinese!:D
(well,let's hope my determination doesnt die out)
went cp with girlfriend after school and i ate the low fat orange and cranberry yummilicious muffin!:D man that stuff is so addictive please!
then rushed to tution and boy!i was doing my maths so seriously for the first time!haha!well,ot quite the first time,but damn!it's rare!and yes!i got most of it right too!
haha!now hazel's finally getting somewhere now
she's gonna ace chinese and maths!
-crosses fingers (let's hope this determination doesnt die out too)
and i really wonder why is there no homework for me to do right now!damnit just when my fingers and brains are itching for opportunities to function,there's no work!:/
and valerie was sucha sweetie!met her at heartland bus stop and she waited and talked with me while waiting for my bus!(:
and DAMNIT! JERENE AND ALLY WILL BE GOING OVER TO SEC 3 INTEGRITY CUS THEY CHANGED THEIR SUBJECT COMBINATION!DAMNIT!IM DAMN SAD LARH!
gonna so miss having them ard in class :/
and we created the M4!
haha!i shant mention what doesnt M stands for!:D
oh wells, and i can hardly anticipate friday/monday/thursday please!:D:D:D:D
"You're so such a delicate boy
In the hysterical realm
Of an emotional landslide
In physical terms"
-garbage's Cherry Lips (earworm attack!!!arh!)
oh and thank god it's wednesday!MANHUNT!-screams
REPLIES!
ANON!
haha so i suppose ya prob someone i know?
cus ya sound like ya see me often!prob in school aye?
and no worries!IM HEALTHY!:D
and ya take care too!(:
someone
haha well well
it's for me to know and for ya to find out(:
RELL!
BUT HELLO!YOU'RE SO MUCH WAY TALLER THAN ME!
-glares
nil
haha ya love the song too?(:
SHYAN!
HELLO!LET'S GO BUY OKAYE!
ADELINE!
HAHA TODAY HAD FUN WAITING FOR BDAE GIRL AND WITH ALL THE DUMBASS CANDLES!
AND YES!PHYSICS PROJ!BUT DONT WORRY!I HAVE DONE UP 6 SLIDES ALREADY!(:
(see,im so nice can)
YOLANDA!
COUSIN!haha what's so paiseh bout being my cousin!
:D
haha alrighty!linked ya!
MELIA!
YEAH MAN!all the sudden everybody pops out mysteriously!but im loving it!haha!
yupp!today was great!
love ya so much girl!
PRISS!
HAHA
CHILL LARH GIRL!2 WEEKS MIGHT SEEM LONG!BUT LOOK AT IT POSITIVELY LAMB!SO IT'LL PAST VERY QUICKLY!(:
and yah!THERE'S NO MORNING MADNESS NOW!
:/ NOW ALL I HEAR IS WEIRD SONGS I NEVER HEAR BEFORE ON AIR CAN
-GROWLS
cya in school girl!
love ya!
JULS!
HELLO!WHEN WILL YA GO TUTION TOG!
NEED TO CATCH UP!
hazel Y 8:21 PM
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"I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special"
was reading douglas adam's the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy when i heard radiohead's creep on the radio
uber old but nice song!(:
anw here's a couple of stuff i did today
1.went down to citylink's flash n splash with melia darling and got my wonderful paul frank tote!love it!:D
2.headed down to raffles city's starbucks and tried their new orange and cranberry muffin!yummy!
3.spend hrs there talking bout loadsa stuff with ms c partner ranging from certain rather disturbing and affecting matters to eavesdropping,to our individual personal impressions of each other(haha melia,i nvr imagine myself being ya friend!(:)
4.saw myhot long lost friend,bernard modelling in the free mag called surf ups! we got from flashnsplash!:O
5.imitated 50 cents' in da club for countless times!(couldnt help it!earworm attack!)
6.tried talking to jerene in the xZx~* language!
7.took my english teacher's chair cus i didnt have any chair and was too lazy to go over to the next room to borrow,but hadto return the chair in the end cus she realised it.damnit!
8.melia's phone got confiscated!poor girl
9.realised tmr we'll be taking weight and height!and urgh!i'll prob be a freaking 44 kg by now!:/
10.realised i need to cut my hair asap1
11.and get back to my tanning and losing weight craze please
12.realised that june's the month for breakups sorta thing!haha!
13.bitched about a certain someone from other school with mary and co
14.threw some very withered flowers into the bin at last
and here's a list of some stuff i need/wanna/get do right now
1.hear from that special person
2.lose some grams
3.tanning!:/ miss it
4.coffee!damnit,cravings cravings
5.haircut please!
6.get size 13/14/15 school blouses! which means i need to make a trip down to tpyh!:/
7.lodge a complain to perfect 10 that i dont like their new image thingy!haha
8.snatch that phone back from my dad!:(
9.study haha what is wrong with me!
10.complete physics project!
REPLIES!
PRISS!
hey girl!hugs,sorry ta hear bout ya phone!wth larh,everybody's phone's getting confiscated now!
anyway,i missed ya!
cya ard in school silly!oh!and the gc concert?i dont think i can go with ya!money money ;/
YOLANDA!
cousin!(: hey girl!nah,decided to give up on geog anw,cus i got more interest in lit!
and plus the fact that i havent been able to pass geog much ever since last year!
thanks for tagging anw cousin!
LANCE!
hey girl!no red feathers!(:
ANON!
hey!(: nah,it wasnt crap at all!
i kinda made myself believe that everything happens for a reason and yeah!what comes ard goes around!and that things will get better for me!(:
but what's actually really upsetting me is the fact that he's happy with someone but im alone!damnit!oh wells,but no worries!i aint thinking bout him at all anymore!(: been rather confused with someone else tho,haha!
oh wells,lets just relaly hope that he'll be happy now with that someone else and i know i deserve someone better than sucha fella!-big grin
take care! and thank you once again!-hugs
MELIA DARLING!(:
alamak!2 weeks?!wth!
hugs dont feel sad!
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
"I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special"
was reading douglas adam's the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy when i heard radiohead's creep on the radio
uber old but nice song!(:
anw here's a couple of stuff i did today
1.went down to citylink's flash n splash with melia darling and got my wonderful paul frank tote!love it!:D
2.headed down to raffles city's starbucks and tried their new orange and cranberry muffin!yummy!
3.spend hrs there talking bout loadsa stuff with ms c partner ranging from certain rather disturbing and affecting matters to eavesdropping,to our individual personal impressions of each other(haha melia,i nvr imagine myself being ya friend!(:)
4.saw myhot long lost friend,bernard modelling in the free mag called surf ups! we got from flashnsplash!:O
5.imitated 50 cents' in da club for countless times!(couldnt help it!earworm attack!)
6.tried talking to jerene in the xZx~* language!
7.took my english teacher's chair cus i didnt have any chair and was too lazy to go over to the next room to borrow,but hadto return the chair in the end cus she realised it.damnit!
8.melia's phone got confiscated!poor girl
9.realised tmr we'll be taking weight and height!and urgh!i'll prob be a freaking 44 kg by now!:/
10.realised i need to cut my hair asap1
11.and get back to my tanning and losing weight craze please
12.realised that june's the month for breakups sorta thing!haha!
13.bitched about a certain someone from other school with mary and co
14.threw some very withered flowers into the bin at last
and here's a list of some stuff i need/wanna/get do right now
1.hear from that special person
2.lose some grams
3.tanning!:/ miss it
4.coffee!damnit,cravings cravings
5.haircut please!
6.get size 13/14/15 school blouses! which means i need to make a trip down to tpyh!:/
7.lodge a complain to perfect 10 that i dont like their new image thingy!haha
8.snatch that phone back from my dad!:(
9.study haha what is wrong with me!
10.complete physics project!
REPLIES!
PRISS!
hey girl!hugs,sorry ta hear bout ya phone!wth larh,everybody's phone's getting confiscated now!
anyway,i missed ya!
cya ard in school silly!oh!and the gc concert?i dont think i can go with ya!money money ;/
YOLANDA!
cousin!(: hey girl!nah,decided to give up on geog anw,cus i got more interest in lit!
and plus the fact that i havent been able to pass geog much ever since last year!
thanks for tagging anw cousin!
LANCE!
hey girl!no red feathers!(:
ANON!
hey!(: nah,it wasnt crap at all!
i kinda made myself believe that everything happens for a reason and yeah!what comes ard goes around!and that things will get better for me!(:
but what's actually really upsetting me is the fact that he's happy with someone but im alone!damnit!oh wells,but no worries!i aint thinking bout him at all anymore!(: been rather confused with someone else tho,haha!
oh wells,lets just relaly hope that he'll be happy now with that someone else and i know i deserve someone better than sucha fella!-big grin
take care! and thank you once again!-hugs
MELIA DARLING!(:
alamak!2 weeks?!wth!
hugs dont feel sad!
hazel Y 9:10 PM
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am currently listening to natalie imbrulia's album!
school was amazingly good today!i didnt bring anything to school and we didnt really have any lessons today!was kinda still the hols mood cept that we were all in unis
social studies lesson was dumb,melia was vdeoing us all eating gums and i was being spas and tried to hide the gum ard in my mouth (haha okay this sounds really dumb) and i started to feel lethargic when it was ard 9 plus 10 and slept through physics i kinda dreamt of the number 17!haha wth
then after recess everybody was in a mess cus we didnt know if we still hadto attend classes of subjects that we were supposedly to drop but yeah i ended up stoning in geog class anw
then vp came in to talk to us in chinese lesson bout the dropping subs shit
and yeah she said that we didnt have to drop,but i guess i'll still go ahead and drop geog!i rather concentrate on my lit and ace it
yup chinese was dumb too,we were all crapping and i was making fun of what laoshi said
laoshi said tmr she'll be doing oral (haha sense thoughts running ultra wild)
thn i kept saying "oral........b" haha and ally came up with an ultra cool new way to say hi and bye
and lydia made my feather pen her min sex self made pleasure toy thingy eva since i used it to brush against her ear haha!and she kept holding the pen ever since then and put it near her ear and all
wth,hang out at starbucks ps after school with cocoa partners!we talked so much nonsense!
until we sorta finally ran outta stuff ta talk bout and headed home
and im looking through the pfrank/roxy/ripcurl/stussy/rusty sites right now and deciding which bag i wanna ask will to buy for me before he head home on wed!
yes!that fella's coming back from aus!havent seen him in ages!and he promised to take me for a ride when he's back!:D
love's sucha game and im tired
REPLIES!
AMELIA!
IT SUCKS WHEN YOU FEEL THAT THE PERSON YA LIKE DOESNT SEEM TO RETURN ANY FEELINGS!:/
OH WELLS!YES YES ALL THE STUPID DUMB DISTRACTIONS
HUGS
THANK YOU FOR TODAY ANW!(: LOVE YA GF
ANON
hey there!aww,thank you
i am struggling to really get out of misery,well i've been trying to
but whenever im almost really out of it,i just sorta fall back in,you know what i mean?
but yeah i know i can do it overtime!(:
and you're right, i have people who cares bout me and life is short too!
hugs
thank you for ya tag!(:
someone
haha well,freaky freaky,i didnt really get what u meant by "I for one am god."
oh wells,ya know everything?well,okay.i dont wishta know anything about him already,i NEED to move on.
but thanks for ya tag!(:
Monday, June 27, 2005
am currently listening to natalie imbrulia's album!
school was amazingly good today!i didnt bring anything to school and we didnt really have any lessons today!was kinda still the hols mood cept that we were all in unis
social studies lesson was dumb,melia was vdeoing us all eating gums and i was being spas and tried to hide the gum ard in my mouth (haha okay this sounds really dumb) and i started to feel lethargic when it was ard 9 plus 10 and slept through physics i kinda dreamt of the number 17!haha wth
then after recess everybody was in a mess cus we didnt know if we still hadto attend classes of subjects that we were supposedly to drop but yeah i ended up stoning in geog class anw
then vp came in to talk to us in chinese lesson bout the dropping subs shit
and yeah she said that we didnt have to drop,but i guess i'll still go ahead and drop geog!i rather concentrate on my lit and ace it
yup chinese was dumb too,we were all crapping and i was making fun of what laoshi said
laoshi said tmr she'll be doing oral (haha sense thoughts running ultra wild)
thn i kept saying "oral........b" haha and ally came up with an ultra cool new way to say hi and bye
and lydia made my feather pen her min sex self made pleasure toy thingy eva since i used it to brush against her ear haha!and she kept holding the pen ever since then and put it near her ear and all
wth,hang out at starbucks ps after school with cocoa partners!we talked so much nonsense!
until we sorta finally ran outta stuff ta talk bout and headed home
and im looking through the pfrank/roxy/ripcurl/stussy/rusty sites right now and deciding which bag i wanna ask will to buy for me before he head home on wed!
yes!that fella's coming back from aus!havent seen him in ages!and he promised to take me for a ride when he's back!:D
love's sucha game and im tired
REPLIES!
AMELIA!
IT SUCKS WHEN YOU FEEL THAT THE PERSON YA LIKE DOESNT SEEM TO RETURN ANY FEELINGS!:/
OH WELLS!YES YES ALL THE STUPID DUMB DISTRACTIONS
HUGS
THANK YOU FOR TODAY ANW!(: LOVE YA GF
ANON
hey there!aww,thank you
i am struggling to really get out of misery,well i've been trying to
but whenever im almost really out of it,i just sorta fall back in,you know what i mean?
but yeah i know i can do it overtime!(:
and you're right, i have people who cares bout me and life is short too!
hugs
thank you for ya tag!(:
someone
haha well,freaky freaky,i didnt really get what u meant by "I for one am god."
oh wells,ya know everything?well,okay.i dont wishta know anything about him already,i NEED to move on.
but thanks for ya tag!(:
hazel Y 5:25 PM
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i feel so confused
REPLY
SOMEONE
why ya dont wanna let me know who are you?well,maybe not here?but ya can leave me a note in friendster maybe? haha btw ya sounded kinda creepy and mysterious sort in the tag!haha oh wells,ya do really seem ta know everything
hmm nice ta hear from ya anw!(:
Sunday, June 26, 2005
i feel so confused
REPLY
SOMEONE
why ya dont wanna let me know who are you?well,maybe not here?but ya can leave me a note in friendster maybe? haha btw ya sounded kinda creepy and mysterious sort in the tag!haha oh wells,ya do really seem ta know everything
hmm nice ta hear from ya anw!(:
hazel Y 10:47 PM
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i love my mum
she got me a wonderful teeshirt that read
"looking for a good ride?
(a picture of a bike)
need to sell this bike!
was a gift from my ex-boyfriend
it's very reliable,unlike him
will take the best offer
please call 555-1234 anytime
(: i really do love my mum
REPLIES!
JULS!YEAH!I WILL MAN!CYA ON MONDAY!
ADELINE!
scam dear,haha
silly,oh wells!but i already am giving a total miss already so yeah it doesnt really matter if it's a scam(:
Saturday, June 25, 2005
i love my mum
she got me a wonderful teeshirt that read
"looking for a good ride?
(a picture of a bike)
need to sell this bike!
was a gift from my ex-boyfriend
it's very reliable,unlike him
will take the best offer
please call 555-1234 anytime
(: i really do love my mum
REPLIES!
JULS!YEAH!I WILL MAN!CYA ON MONDAY!
ADELINE!
scam dear,haha
silly,oh wells!but i already am giving a total miss already so yeah it doesnt really matter if it's a scam(:
hazel Y 10:36 PM
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AFTER LIKE 1233893289345834 DAYS,HAZEL TAN MANAGED TO SLEEP A FULL EIGHT HOURS STRAIGHT!so i put all my energy to maximum use and sat down at the living room in the morning and did maths for a few hours(i didnt really take note larh but it felt damn long)!:D
am three quarter done with my homework!i feel very very accomplised indeed
did some last min shopping yesterday with melia and jerene!i got my green short jacket from zara!yes!:D and it was like the perfect weather ta wear it out yesterday too,cus it was rather chilly and all and slight drizzle i think?
yeah then we went to scott's coffeebean and guess what!i was just eating some bits of melia's pasta and argh!i dripped on my jacket!sheesh at tha point of time my mind and heart was screaming larh!oh wells,jacket's now downstairs!made my maid wash that part this morn:D
then we went down to yes,ngee ann city and managed to find the uan office after much confusion of tower a and the lifts!
the office's really cool and they had like tall doors everywhere and damnit!i loved that sofa we sat on.anw the lady briefed us and all,and well,i dunt really think it's a flop cus they'll be like grooming ya and all with prof shit help so thus explaining the 599 fee perhaps?
oh wells,but im definately giving it a miss larh,dont hafta ask my rents bout it cus i bet they'll never ever allow!
oh wells,moving on.met up with dave for a short while!havent seen him in years sort
and yeah then went to cine and the to far east to hunt for jer's earrings
anw i was so tired by the time i got home!:/ my back kinda hurts somehow
will be having my piano teacher's concert tonight! wont be playing tho due to the dumb cast on my thumb so yeah will be watching all the other young kids play!
oh wells,bestfriend's making me laugh the shit outta me right now cus she drawing loadsa people over in our msn conversation and damn!they sure do look like the real ones!and we're like making each other guess who we're drawing!ahaha!oh godwe'll never grow up
-looks at bestfriend (esp the one ahem hugging ahem)
anyway i kinda ran outta stuff ta blog bout!
goodbye!
REPLIES!
PRISS!
THEN WAD YA BEEN DOING THE WHOLE OF THE HOLS!SHEESH
HOW'S TRAINING ANW? MISSED ME?
HAHA
YEAH CYA ON MONDAY!DAMNIT!IS THERE TRAINING?!
SARAH!
HAHA ALRIGHT!
:D
JULS!
I WASNT BEING SACASTIC LARH GIRL!
I REALLY MEANT WHAT I SAID.
ADELINE!
NAH READ MY ENTRY!(:
BESTFRIEND!
THANK YOU!
AFTER LIKE 1233893289345834 DAYS,HAZEL TAN MANAGED TO SLEEP A FULL EIGHT HOURS STRAIGHT!so i put all my energy to maximum use and sat down at the living room in the morning and did maths for a few hours(i didnt really take note larh but it felt damn long)!:D
am three quarter done with my homework!i feel very very accomplised indeed
did some last min shopping yesterday with melia and jerene!i got my green short jacket from zara!yes!:D and it was like the perfect weather ta wear it out yesterday too,cus it was rather chilly and all and slight drizzle i think?
yeah then we went to scott's coffeebean and guess what!i was just eating some bits of melia's pasta and argh!i dripped on my jacket!sheesh at tha point of time my mind and heart was screaming larh!oh wells,jacket's now downstairs!made my maid wash that part this morn:D
then we went down to yes,ngee ann city and managed to find the uan office after much confusion of tower a and the lifts!
the office's really cool and they had like tall doors everywhere and damnit!i loved that sofa we sat on.anw the lady briefed us and all,and well,i dunt really think it's a flop cus they'll be like grooming ya and all with prof shit help so thus explaining the 599 fee perhaps?
oh wells,but im definately giving it a miss larh,dont hafta ask my rents bout it cus i bet they'll never ever allow!
oh wells,moving on.met up with dave for a short while!havent seen him in years sort
and yeah then went to cine and the to far east to hunt for jer's earrings
anw i was so tired by the time i got home!:/ my back kinda hurts somehow
will be having my piano teacher's concert tonight! wont be playing tho due to the dumb cast on my thumb so yeah will be watching all the other young kids play!
oh wells,bestfriend's making me laugh the shit outta me right now cus she drawing loadsa people over in our msn conversation and damn!they sure do look like the real ones!and we're like making each other guess who we're drawing!ahaha!oh godwe'll never grow up
-looks at bestfriend (esp the one ahem hugging ahem)
anyway i kinda ran outta stuff ta blog bout!
goodbye!
REPLIES!
PRISS!
THEN WAD YA BEEN DOING THE WHOLE OF THE HOLS!SHEESH
HOW'S TRAINING ANW? MISSED ME?
HAHA
YEAH CYA ON MONDAY!DAMNIT!IS THERE TRAINING?!
SARAH!
HAHA ALRIGHT!
:D
JULS!
I WASNT BEING SACASTIC LARH GIRL!
I REALLY MEANT WHAT I SAID.
ADELINE!
NAH READ MY ENTRY!(:
BESTFRIEND!
THANK YOU!
hazel Y 11:40 AM
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urgh,my dear dad's making me wanna strangle him!grr!
he's being sucha pain!he doesnt want to realise that by repairing that freaking 8250 i have now would like prob cost a bomb shit that he could just simply get me a new damn phone!sheesh,then he claims that it was my fault to spoil the phone,wth!the freaking phone is so old already!grrr!oh wells,but im allowed to use the new phone in the meantime!yay!
anyway,felt like changing my blog template somehow,so yeah!but the background image was disgustingly too sweet for my life right now so yeah i've decided to delete it
and urgh!my ripway account's having some problem and i cant log in!bleah
oh wells,had school in the morning yesterday then came home and saw some rather disturbing pictures posted on friendster that totally crushed all my happy bubbles and i was almost back to square 1 feeling sad and all but thank god!ms joanna ng was home!so i went over to her house for comfort!haha so drama aye?
but oh wells,bestfriend managed to get my mind off some stuff when she passed me my belated birthday present!it was so cute!she gave me this photoframe that read "wanna be bestfriends" then it had our individual pictures!aww!so sweet! and she also gave me a roxy wallet she got frm aus!:D:D:D
yeah then i went over to auntie jeanie's for tution then rushed home within 30 mins for piano!
oh wells,i managed to keep myself occupied with jo's aussie mags!man they rock!the whole mag's full of gossip!:D
and here's a couple of stuff that i realised over these few days
1.friendster's dangerous
2.IM SUFFERING FROM INSOMIA I SWEAR!I CANT SLEEP!!!!:/ AND THAT SUCKS
3.im still fat
4.MY MOTTO OR SOMESORT-WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
5.no one interesting has appearred!:/ hahaha
6.I REALISED THAT MY WHOLE IMPRESSION OF GUYS LIKING THIN GIRLS WAS TOTAL BULL!(realised that yesterday when i saw some stuff in some profiles and talked to jo and her sis bout it)
7.UAN A FLOP?haha!oh wells!
8.SCHOOL'S NEXT WEEK PLEASE AND I HAVENT COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK!DAMNIT!
9.I REALISED WHAT WAS I ACTUALLY UPSET BOUT.
replies!
PASSER
hey,well,it's hard for me to stay in that "i feel much better now" mood
haha you get what i mean? :/
HELLO
hey there,thanks for telling me yeah
appreciate it
SHYAN!
I LOVE YOU GIRL!(:
BESTFRIEND!
I LOVE YA SO MUCH GIRLFRIEND!THANK YOU FOR YESTERDAY YEAH!TOTALLY MADE ME FEEL MUCH BETTER!-HUGS
MELIA!
HAHA!YEAH FIRST I COULDNT SLEEP CUS I WAS SAD
THEN I COULDNT SLEEP CUS I WAS HAPPY
THEN NOW I COULDNT SLEEP CUS I AINT HAPPY AGAIN
:/ THERE'LL BE NO REST!
JULS!
HAHA!YEAH I KNOW GOD LOVES ME,AND HE'S MAKING ALL THESE DRAMA SHIT HAPPENING IN MY LIFE FOR A REASON.
RIGHT?(:
Friday, June 24, 2005
urgh,my dear dad's making me wanna strangle him!grr!
he's being sucha pain!he doesnt want to realise that by repairing that freaking 8250 i have now would like prob cost a bomb shit that he could just simply get me a new damn phone!sheesh,then he claims that it was my fault to spoil the phone,wth!the freaking phone is so old already!grrr!oh wells,but im allowed to use the new phone in the meantime!yay!
anyway,felt like changing my blog template somehow,so yeah!but the background image was disgustingly too sweet for my life right now so yeah i've decided to delete it
and urgh!my ripway account's having some problem and i cant log in!bleah
oh wells,had school in the morning yesterday then came home and saw some rather disturbing pictures posted on friendster that totally crushed all my happy bubbles and i was almost back to square 1 feeling sad and all but thank god!ms joanna ng was home!so i went over to her house for comfort!haha so drama aye?
but oh wells,bestfriend managed to get my mind off some stuff when she passed me my belated birthday present!it was so cute!she gave me this photoframe that read "wanna be bestfriends" then it had our individual pictures!aww!so sweet! and she also gave me a roxy wallet she got frm aus!:D:D:D
yeah then i went over to auntie jeanie's for tution then rushed home within 30 mins for piano!
oh wells,i managed to keep myself occupied with jo's aussie mags!man they rock!the whole mag's full of gossip!:D
and here's a couple of stuff that i realised over these few days
1.friendster's dangerous
2.IM SUFFERING FROM INSOMIA I SWEAR!I CANT SLEEP!!!!:/ AND THAT SUCKS
3.im still fat
4.MY MOTTO OR SOMESORT-WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
5.no one interesting has appearred!:/ hahaha
6.I REALISED THAT MY WHOLE IMPRESSION OF GUYS LIKING THIN GIRLS WAS TOTAL BULL!(realised that yesterday when i saw some stuff in some profiles and talked to jo and her sis bout it)
7.UAN A FLOP?haha!oh wells!
8.SCHOOL'S NEXT WEEK PLEASE AND I HAVENT COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK!DAMNIT!
9.I REALISED WHAT WAS I ACTUALLY UPSET BOUT.
replies!
PASSER
hey,well,it's hard for me to stay in that "i feel much better now" mood
haha you get what i mean? :/
HELLO
hey there,thanks for telling me yeah
appreciate it
SHYAN!
I LOVE YOU GIRL!(:
BESTFRIEND!
I LOVE YA SO MUCH GIRLFRIEND!THANK YOU FOR YESTERDAY YEAH!TOTALLY MADE ME FEEL MUCH BETTER!-HUGS
MELIA!
HAHA!YEAH FIRST I COULDNT SLEEP CUS I WAS SAD
THEN I COULDNT SLEEP CUS I WAS HAPPY
THEN NOW I COULDNT SLEEP CUS I AINT HAPPY AGAIN
:/ THERE'LL BE NO REST!
JULS!
HAHA!YEAH I KNOW GOD LOVES ME,AND HE'S MAKING ALL THESE DRAMA SHIT HAPPENING IN MY LIFE FOR A REASON.
RIGHT?(:
hazel Y 9:40 AM
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hello! today's an uber good day!
wenta school in the morn for maths class and dear mrs lim was almost half an hour late for class!haha she apparently forgot that that was class or something.haha wow. i was sitting with melia jer al sarahs and discussing that mrs lim might be having jetlag from her japan trip and that we were counting down the time with jer to leave after 830,but damnit!mrs lim came to class at 830.
oh wells,maths was alright anw,so moving on,after class melia al jer sarahc went down to cp and we ate breakfast at starbucks!then jer sarah and i rushed home and changed and met up and headed to town with fae and ftin!i was actually akward bout going out with the ffs cus i kinda lost touch with them for a long time,but the outing turned out fine!:D anw they actually wanted to catch ghost train but my other friends reckon that the movie was dumb and all so we decided to catch premonition!haha it was really scary but a lil scary at times?haha shocking and disgusting rather and miss jerene and sarah couldnt stop laughing at parts that werent any bit funny?haha clowns
anw i love the girl acting as nana!she's uber cute! then after that did some window shopping ard and i ate at coffeebean!URGH!IM GETTING FAT!
anw,headed home early cus ffs and sarah both had something on or somesort.so yupp!oh and when i reached home,i was uber elated when i checked something!:D it totally made my heart go thump thump thump
-looks at amelia and joanna haha!i was practically screaming into the phone when i told them all bout it!
yeah and moving on,the lady from uan contacted me again!now i'll ba having an appointment on friday!:D i can hardly anticipate and am really keeping fingers and toes crossed that everything will turn out fine!:D man!im so happy and high tonight that almost nothing can dampen my mood right now!:D havent felt this happy for ages already
oh,during my window shopping just now,me and jer eyed on this short jacket from zara!I AM SO SO GONNA GET IT!-shakes ass
anw 1 more hour to seeing my hot husband on telly!:D
replies!
BESTFRIEND!(:
MAN,DUNT MAKE YASELF SOUND SO MISERABLY PATHETIC PLEASE!
HAHA BUT OH WELLS,IM HERE ALWAYS FOR YOU!
AND REMEMBER THAT WE'VE NEVER BEEN SUCKERS AT ROMANCE!(cus it's their loss please!hah!)
LOVE YA GIRLFRIEND.
CHRISBESTIE2!
HAHA!THERE YOU GO!BESTIE NUMBER 2!
STUDY HARD!
AMELIA!
-HUGS
YAY!IM HAPPY!AND YES!I AM STRONG!
LOVE YA!
JULS!
HELLO!TUTION BITCHING SOON!:D
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hello! today's an uber good day!
wenta school in the morn for maths class and dear mrs lim was almost half an hour late for class!haha she apparently forgot that that was class or something.haha wow. i was sitting with melia jer al sarahs and discussing that mrs lim might be having jetlag from her japan trip and that we were counting down the time with jer to leave after 830,but damnit!mrs lim came to class at 830.
oh wells,maths was alright anw,so moving on,after class melia al jer sarahc went down to cp and we ate breakfast at starbucks!then jer sarah and i rushed home and changed and met up and headed to town with fae and ftin!i was actually akward bout going out with the ffs cus i kinda lost touch with them for a long time,but the outing turned out fine!:D anw they actually wanted to catch ghost train but my other friends reckon that the movie was dumb and all so we decided to catch premonition!haha it was really scary but a lil scary at times?haha shocking and disgusting rather and miss jerene and sarah couldnt stop laughing at parts that werent any bit funny?haha clowns
anw i love the girl acting as nana!she's uber cute! then after that did some window shopping ard and i ate at coffeebean!URGH!IM GETTING FAT!
anw,headed home early cus ffs and sarah both had something on or somesort.so yupp!oh and when i reached home,i was uber elated when i checked something!:D it totally made my heart go thump thump thump
-looks at amelia and joanna haha!i was practically screaming into the phone when i told them all bout it!
yeah and moving on,the lady from uan contacted me again!now i'll ba having an appointment on friday!:D i can hardly anticipate and am really keeping fingers and toes crossed that everything will turn out fine!:D man!im so happy and high tonight that almost nothing can dampen my mood right now!:D havent felt this happy for ages already
oh,during my window shopping just now,me and jer eyed on this short jacket from zara!I AM SO SO GONNA GET IT!-shakes ass
anw 1 more hour to seeing my hot husband on telly!:D
replies!
BESTFRIEND!(:
MAN,DUNT MAKE YASELF SOUND SO MISERABLY PATHETIC PLEASE!
HAHA BUT OH WELLS,IM HERE ALWAYS FOR YOU!
AND REMEMBER THAT WE'VE NEVER BEEN SUCKERS AT ROMANCE!(cus it's their loss please!hah!)
LOVE YA GIRLFRIEND.
CHRISBESTIE2!
HAHA!THERE YOU GO!BESTIE NUMBER 2!
STUDY HARD!
AMELIA!
-HUGS
YAY!IM HAPPY!AND YES!I AM STRONG!
LOVE YA!
JULS!
HELLO!TUTION BITCHING SOON!:D
hazel Y 8:45 PM
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hello!today was bimbs' day out!(: did retail therapy and i got myself a top and red:D mickeymouse earrings!haha
and i've also gotten myself a new updated wishlist!:D
1.red off shoulder top from zara $34.90
2.paul frank tote $55
3.this hot pink clutch with a golden tooth!(okay i suck at describing) $69
4.this white pencil case at fareast! $19.90
there!now i just need money :(
haha oh!and on the way ta the toilet at wisma this lady from uan approached me and she got my number and i got her card!it's somesort like some "hello,you wanna be famous?" or "If you have always yearned to enrich your life, or the lives of others through participation, experience and involvement in a myriad of activities, or if you want to develop your potential to delve into the vibrant and burgeoning entertainment and creative arts industry, join us today. " hahhaa,i took that from their website
anw she said that she'll contact me and blah.im crossing my fingers!I NEED MONEY PLEASE!
moving on,i am so glad MS JOANNA NG YIMEI IS BACK FROM PERTH!(:
was so glad when i got her msg this morn that i didnt bother ta brush my teeth and just wenta dial her number!haha now my nights would never be lonely with joanna around!
oh,and
MISS HAZEL ROXANNE TAN SIAW KERN BELIEVES SHE IS STRONG AND SO,YES!FROM YESTERDAY ONWARDS AFTER GOING THROUGH SO MUCH CONFLICTING EMOTIONS AND AFTER YESTERDAY'S DISCOVERY,I AM REALLY GONNA MOVE ON FOR REAL.IM SERIOUS ABOUT IT!(: -jumps!
yeah,but i shant announce what was "yesterday's dicovery" all bout(: but yes!
im strong im strong im strong!and so nothing is gonna bring me down ever again.if one could move on so easily,i am sure i can do so too!(:
but sadly no one interesting has yet ta appearred in my life!so i've decided to devote my full time to:
1.SPENDING ALL MY TIME ON MY GIRLFRIENDS!
2.SPEND TIME FANTASING BOUT MY BOYFRIEND-JON JOHNSSON!-screams
3.FINDING ANYONE THAT CAN FUFIL MY "hazel's next boyfriend" LIST!hahaha!-looks at amelia
4.LOSE WEIGHT ARH!
5.DO NOT THINK!(: yes i meant it.i am not gonna make myself sad ever again
yupp.but i kinda realised that sometimes ignorance was really bliss.but oh wells! and i've decided that time will heal the pain.(:
but although i've lost a lover,i have yet another bestie!(: -looks at chris
so ive closed a chapter in my life last night and im starting my life afresh!
it's 1008!i better make my nightly calls to ms ng!:D
oh and i wanna add
to that one that tagged as "someone" on 11th june,can i know who are you? hahaha i feel so bad cus i thought ya was trying to diss me,but i actually realised that you were saying the truth eventually? and i appreciate that u bothered to tagged yeah?(:
okay i was actually intending to do replies until i realised all my taggs were all asking me if im okay and all.
well,I WILL BE!(: LOVE YA ALL REALLY.(:
-HUGEGROUPIEHUG
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
hello!today was bimbs' day out!(: did retail therapy and i got myself a top and red:D mickeymouse earrings!haha
and i've also gotten myself a new updated wishlist!:D
1.red off shoulder top from zara $34.90
2.paul frank tote $55
3.this hot pink clutch with a golden tooth!(okay i suck at describing) $69
4.this white pencil case at fareast! $19.90
there!now i just need money :(
haha oh!and on the way ta the toilet at wisma this lady from uan approached me and she got my number and i got her card!it's somesort like some "hello,you wanna be famous?" or "If you have always yearned to enrich your life, or the lives of others through participation, experience and involvement in a myriad of activities, or if you want to develop your potential to delve into the vibrant and burgeoning entertainment and creative arts industry, join us today. " hahhaa,i took that from their website
anw she said that she'll contact me and blah.im crossing my fingers!I NEED MONEY PLEASE!
moving on,i am so glad MS JOANNA NG YIMEI IS BACK FROM PERTH!(:
was so glad when i got her msg this morn that i didnt bother ta brush my teeth and just wenta dial her number!haha now my nights would never be lonely with joanna around!
oh,and
MISS HAZEL ROXANNE TAN SIAW KERN BELIEVES SHE IS STRONG AND SO,YES!FROM YESTERDAY ONWARDS AFTER GOING THROUGH SO MUCH CONFLICTING EMOTIONS AND AFTER YESTERDAY'S DISCOVERY,I AM REALLY GONNA MOVE ON FOR REAL.IM SERIOUS ABOUT IT!(: -jumps!
yeah,but i shant announce what was "yesterday's dicovery" all bout(: but yes!
im strong im strong im strong!and so nothing is gonna bring me down ever again.if one could move on so easily,i am sure i can do so too!(:
but sadly no one interesting has yet ta appearred in my life!so i've decided to devote my full time to:
1.SPENDING ALL MY TIME ON MY GIRLFRIENDS!
2.SPEND TIME FANTASING BOUT MY BOYFRIEND-JON JOHNSSON!-screams
3.FINDING ANYONE THAT CAN FUFIL MY "hazel's next boyfriend" LIST!hahaha!-looks at amelia
4.LOSE WEIGHT ARH!
5.DO NOT THINK!(: yes i meant it.i am not gonna make myself sad ever again
yupp.but i kinda realised that sometimes ignorance was really bliss.but oh wells! and i've decided that time will heal the pain.(:
but although i've lost a lover,i have yet another bestie!(: -looks at chris
so ive closed a chapter in my life last night and im starting my life afresh!
it's 1008!i better make my nightly calls to ms ng!:D
oh and i wanna add
to that one that tagged as "someone" on 11th june,can i know who are you? hahaha i feel so bad cus i thought ya was trying to diss me,but i actually realised that you were saying the truth eventually? and i appreciate that u bothered to tagged yeah?(:
okay i was actually intending to do replies until i realised all my taggs were all asking me if im okay and all.
well,I WILL BE!(: LOVE YA ALL REALLY.(:
-HUGEGROUPIEHUG
hazel Y 9:52 PM
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i kinda just realised everything i just wrote on my previous entry totally contradicted the june 11's?
sheesh,anw today miss bestfriend joanna ng yimei made my day!(: she called me around 4 plus form perth!was so gladta hear her voice,really,miss having her around and being able to bitch and pour out every whatsoever feelings and thoughts hahaha oh wells,lucky girl aint she!i wish i could have been at perth the whole of june!:D
i didnt do anything much today except that i went gyming alone this morning and did the cycle thingy and i burned a total of 227 calories in 20 mins(yay!) and then after gyming i went home and watched television until 9pm.haha!beat that man!
i'll probably be out tmr afternoon;lunch dates with either Mr bestfriend or the c partners
oh,and when i was in the gym toilet?the radio played stacie orrico's stuck?
it was the first time i really paid attention to the lyrics and damnit!thank you stacie!cus her song totally expressed everything i've been feeling!(:
"Stuck"
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind
[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what
I'm saying
You know what I mean
You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies[Bridge]
[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..I'm such a foolFor you
[Chorus:]I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?
[Bridge]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool[Chorus][Bridge 2]
[Chorus]
damnit!it's everything im going through!
REPLY!my one and only
ADELINE!-BIGGGGG HUGGG
Thursday, June 16, 2005
i kinda just realised everything i just wrote on my previous entry totally contradicted the june 11's?
sheesh,anw today miss bestfriend joanna ng yimei made my day!(: she called me around 4 plus form perth!was so gladta hear her voice,really,miss having her around and being able to bitch and pour out every whatsoever feelings and thoughts hahaha oh wells,lucky girl aint she!i wish i could have been at perth the whole of june!:D
i didnt do anything much today except that i went gyming alone this morning and did the cycle thingy and i burned a total of 227 calories in 20 mins(yay!) and then after gyming i went home and watched television until 9pm.haha!beat that man!
i'll probably be out tmr afternoon;lunch dates with either Mr bestfriend or the c partners
oh,and when i was in the gym toilet?the radio played stacie orrico's stuck?
it was the first time i really paid attention to the lyrics and damnit!thank you stacie!cus her song totally expressed everything i've been feeling!(:
"Stuck"
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind
[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what
I'm saying
You know what I mean
You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies[Bridge]
[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..I'm such a foolFor you
[Chorus:]I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?
[Bridge]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool[Chorus][Bridge 2]
[Chorus]
damnit!it's everything im going through!
REPLY!my one and only
ADELINE!-BIGGGGG HUGGG
hazel Y 9:13 PM
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i was just showering and thought of something
why is the game of love so hard to play?
why cant cupid just show every individual who they were supposed to be with and skip the whole process of the so many hookups and breakups and get married to that one,so everyone would be happy and there wont be any pain
it's been one week and i've been going relatively strong,compared to my other relationships.
but that's cus i've been going out everyday to get my mind off everything,but when it comes to the night,it's different.
i know everything's really really for the better,i cant always think of myself.
but the moving on process is just so difficult.i know i hafto pull through,i know i haf to be strong,i know what i have to do,i just dunt know how to.
cupid is really stupid.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i was just showering and thought of something
why is the game of love so hard to play?
why cant cupid just show every individual who they were supposed to be with and skip the whole process of the so many hookups and breakups and get married to that one,so everyone would be happy and there wont be any pain
it's been one week and i've been going relatively strong,compared to my other relationships.
but that's cus i've been going out everyday to get my mind off everything,but when it comes to the night,it's different.
i know everything's really really for the better,i cant always think of myself.
but the moving on process is just so difficult.i know i hafto pull through,i know i haf to be strong,i know what i have to do,i just dunt know how to.
cupid is really stupid.
hazel Y 11:04 AM
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it's been only 8 days since i turned sweet6teen and so much stuff has happened
all the events that happened really made me realised how much i've matured since the start of 2005 and how i could handle my emotions more properly now
i finally realised what it meant by true love,that you just want the person to be happy no matter what thingy? yes you kps prob guessed it by now that im back into singlehood after spending what felt like eternal with chris. but this break up was so different from the others,it wasnt the kind where you find this girl with messed up hair,crying the shit outta her kind?
well,i didnt really cry as much as last time when he wanted to break up with me the other time.cus i realised how tough it was for him,how busy he was,how selfish i was not to put myself in his shoes and try ta cope with studies,swimming and an extra burden of always needing to message a then overly sensitive mad girlfriend(me)
i realised if it was so stressful for him it was the only right thing to let go
i really dunt know what am i feeling exactly now,it' like a mixture of sadness,a sense of loss,yet im glad this happened kind and i really dunt know if we'll ever get back together next time.i feel lighter ever since morning cus chris finally did some explaination,i was intending to forget about getting an explaination from him.hahah but yeah.
im really so so glad that there was ever a chazelris,cus this relationship was really a truly fruitful one,i'll never ever forget all the wonderful memories chris gave me and i thank you god for allowing me to experience this one special unforgettable wonderful beautiful relationship that no one else could remake.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
it's been only 8 days since i turned sweet6teen and so much stuff has happened
all the events that happened really made me realised how much i've matured since the start of 2005 and how i could handle my emotions more properly now
i finally realised what it meant by true love,that you just want the person to be happy no matter what thingy? yes you kps prob guessed it by now that im back into singlehood after spending what felt like eternal with chris. but this break up was so different from the others,it wasnt the kind where you find this girl with messed up hair,crying the shit outta her kind?
well,i didnt really cry as much as last time when he wanted to break up with me the other time.cus i realised how tough it was for him,how busy he was,how selfish i was not to put myself in his shoes and try ta cope with studies,swimming and an extra burden of always needing to message a then overly sensitive mad girlfriend(me)
i realised if it was so stressful for him it was the only right thing to let go
i really dunt know what am i feeling exactly now,it' like a mixture of sadness,a sense of loss,yet im glad this happened kind and i really dunt know if we'll ever get back together next time.i feel lighter ever since morning cus chris finally did some explaination,i was intending to forget about getting an explaination from him.hahah but yeah.
im really so so glad that there was ever a chazelris,cus this relationship was really a truly fruitful one,i'll never ever forget all the wonderful memories chris gave me and i thank you god for allowing me to experience this one special unforgettable wonderful beautiful relationship that no one else could remake.
hazel Y 10:01 AM
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ugh!im feeling so miss-y right now cus baby left for his swim camp this afternoon!:(
been doing nothing the whole of just now but lying on my living rm floor and having random thoughts of chris girl watching some chic in the team or something.-hah!:/ (urgh!)
anyhows,went gyming this morning!i did the cycling machine for 20 mins and burnt a pathetic 185+ calories(i cant rmb) urgh!hahaha but my weight went down to a whooping 42.7!:D
am totally slacked on my jogging right now,havent jogged since sweet6teen actually!but i've been cycling alot lately!:D haha i didnt know it was so much fun and tiring!
and i dropped by the docs ta change my bandage and all but urgh!just to find out it was closed!:/
so yup!my thumb's currently naked hahaha what relief
and i tell you i just wanna strangle my mum right now!she came home and ranted at the top of her voice that my piano teacher told my aunt that i was too skinny and everything
like so what if my teacher told my aunt? wth then she even added that i gave her unneccessary worries like what if i got sickness(she'll die of shock if she finds out i've missed my period for two months!no,i am not pregnant) or whatever then sae that why i wanna be so thin!wth larh,i told her i got eat more right now and then she gave me the most retarded answer ever;" how come i nvr see?" wth!she aint even a freaking hsewife like duh she didnt get ta see me eat lunch and all right!and by the time she reaches home i've eaten my share!oh wth.
bet she's complaining to my dad downstairs right now urgh! it's not as if im vommiting or what!
anyhows,sweet6teen was fun for me!:D hahaha my phone vibrated so much in the night that i only read through and delete!oh wells and plus i did that when i was half awake hahaha so yeah,i kinda forgot who exactly wished me and all but yes!thank you for all the wishes nonetheless!:D:D:D
spent the day with baby!(yes!our second time celebrating my birthday together!:D) he made me wait for more than half a hr cus the florist took a long time to get the bouquet (hahah spell?) aww how sweet
then we went down to town and i sat at spinelli with my low fat cocoa twist!:D and baby made me decide if i wanted him ta get a cake for me or not!so yeah,by the end of the drink i decided i didnt want a cake!(urgh!cus mum claimed that she was gonna buy one but urgh!she didnt!) then we took 36 to baby's club!hahaha cus i mentioned sometime ago that i wanted to go down ta his club!and woah,the club was so cool and all and security was definately high there man,with all the guards everywhere.but baby sneaked me in anyway,cus i hadta produce a member card to get in!
and the cafe there's so classy!:D i ate a chocolate truffle and shared a banana boat with baby then baby promoted his club's washroom ta me and all,hahah said that it was damn nice and all
so i took a look and woah!the toilet damn cool larh.and haha!it had a totally high tech weighing machine there(needless ta sae,i took my weight)
anw then we went to ecp and rented the two rider bike thingy!we cycled for a total of 2 hrs!:D non stop man!what good workout eh! we cycled from one end to the other end and back!baby sped so much that i often lost my pedal and all
hahaha we had so much fun!:D and after that we went back to baby's club ta wash up and change and haha!that was the time i realised cycling can make one lose 600 grams!:D:D
(thus that explains why am i into cycling right now)
:(all that talking bout my birthday just made me miss baby more
anyhows,had freaking flag day the next day and all but melia jer and srah settled down at coffeebean for quite a while before we decided to do some flagging
and yesterday i went ecp again with ms bestfriend and toi and yes!cycle cycle!
hmm,i think it's time for me ta hit the tracks again tmr i guess!dreads!
oh and bad news was that two of hampam's offsprings died over the past two weeks.aint really sure why they died but yah
shall stop here!
goodbye!
REPLIES!
serene!
ya didnt leave ya link there la girl!
CHERYL!
it's hard ta sae how cheap is cheap there!cus if you're tlaking bout shirts!it
s bout like 10-20 liddat? and shoes are like $29 for some and more for some and all!
ahha yah larh im eating more now can!
PRISS!
HEY LAMB!HAHAHA YA DIETING STILL?
THANKS FOR YA BDAE GREETING ON FRIDAY YEAH!(:
NEXT TIME WE GO OUT WILL SHOW YA MY SHOES!:D
SHAM!
THANKS!:D
GLYNIS!
YOU SAID IT YEAH!
Roxanne
3rd June 1989,gemini
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jash(:
gym freak
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Monday, June 06, 2005
ugh!im feeling so miss-y right now cus baby left for his swim camp this afternoon!:(
been doing nothing the whole of just now but lying on my living rm floor and having random thoughts of chris girl watching some chic in the team or something.-hah!:/ (urgh!)
anyhows,went gyming this morning!i did the cycling machine for 20 mins and burnt a pathetic 185+ calories(i cant rmb) urgh!hahaha but my weight went down to a whooping 42.7!:D
am totally slacked on my jogging right now,havent jogged since sweet6teen actually!but i've been cycling alot lately!:D haha i didnt know it was so much fun and tiring!
and i dropped by the docs ta change my bandage and all but urgh!just to find out it was closed!:/
so yup!my thumb's currently naked hahaha what relief
and i tell you i just wanna strangle my mum right now!she came home and ranted at the top of her voice that my piano teacher told my aunt that i was too skinny and everything
like so what if my teacher told my aunt? wth then she even added that i gave her unneccessary worries like what if i got sickness(she'll die of shock if she finds out i've missed my period for two months!no,i am not pregnant) or whatever then sae that why i wanna be so thin!wth larh,i told her i got eat more right now and then she gave me the most retarded answer ever;" how come i nvr see?" wth!she aint even a freaking hsewife like duh she didnt get ta see me eat lunch and all right!and by the time she reaches home i've eaten my share!oh wth.
bet she's complaining to my dad downstairs right now urgh! it's not as if im vommiting or what!
anyhows,sweet6teen was fun for me!:D hahaha my phone vibrated so much in the night that i only read through and delete!oh wells and plus i did that when i was half awake hahaha so yeah,i kinda forgot who exactly wished me and all but yes!thank you for all the wishes nonetheless!:D:D:D
spent the day with baby!(yes!our second time celebrating my birthday together!:D) he made me wait for more than half a hr cus the florist took a long time to get the bouquet (hahah spell?) aww how sweet
then we went down to town and i sat at spinelli with my low fat cocoa twist!:D and baby made me decide if i wanted him ta get a cake for me or not!so yeah,by the end of the drink i decided i didnt want a cake!(urgh!cus mum claimed that she was gonna buy one but urgh!she didnt!) then we took 36 to baby's club!hahaha cus i mentioned sometime ago that i wanted to go down ta his club!and woah,the club was so cool and all and security was definately high there man,with all the guards everywhere.but baby sneaked me in anyway,cus i hadta produce a member card to get in!
and the cafe there's so classy!:D i ate a chocolate truffle and shared a banana boat with baby then baby promoted his club's washroom ta me and all,hahah said that it was damn nice and all
so i took a look and woah!the toilet damn cool larh.and haha!it had a totally high tech weighing machine there(needless ta sae,i took my weight)
anw then we went to ecp and rented the two rider bike thingy!we cycled for a total of 2 hrs!:D non stop man!what good workout eh! we cycled from one end to the other end and back!baby sped so much that i often lost my pedal and all
hahaha we had so much fun!:D and after that we went back to baby's club ta wash up and change and haha!that was the time i realised cycling can make one lose 600 grams!:D:D
(thus that explains why am i into cycling right now)
:(all that talking bout my birthday just made me miss baby more
anyhows,had freaking flag day the next day and all but melia jer and srah settled down at coffeebean for quite a while before we decided to do some flagging
and yesterday i went ecp again with ms bestfriend and toi and yes!cycle cycle!
hmm,i think it's time for me ta hit the tracks again tmr i guess!dreads!
oh and bad news was that two of hampam's offsprings died over the past two weeks.aint really sure why they died but yah
shall stop here!
goodbye!
REPLIES!
serene!
ya didnt leave ya link there la girl!
CHERYL!
it's hard ta sae how cheap is cheap there!cus if you're tlaking bout shirts!it
s bout like 10-20 liddat? and shoes are like $29 for some and more for some and all!
ahha yah larh im eating more now can!
PRISS!
HEY LAMB!HAHAHA YA DIETING STILL?
THANKS FOR YA BDAE GREETING ON FRIDAY YEAH!(:
NEXT TIME WE GO OUT WILL SHOW YA MY SHOES!:D
SHAM!
THANKS!:D
GLYNIS!
YOU SAID IT YEAH!
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